5/31/11
It’s a bit strange that my day is winding down here, and I know back home a lot of people are just getting started. It’s a little fascinating when you think about it. So, one thing that I can’t get used to yet is the pace here. People move like turtles, except on their motorbikes which they ride like maniacs on. It is especially frustrating when I’m sitting at a clinic, waiting on other people to do work, so that I can start mine. I hate feeling utterly useless, but alas, I don’t have a choice since I can’t start my work until the IT people get their stuff together, and the school visits are few and far between. I’m used to getting to work, starting right off the bat, and running my hind end off long after I’m supposed to leave. Not sure which is worse.
I also am an incredibly awkward foreigner. I have a new sympathy for all of those people that I never knew how to react to. Today, I was trying to scoot my chair out of the way, lost my balance, and ended up on the ground. I also ate my matoke and my fish in the wrong order. I would like to take this moment to tell my mother that I am eating, so much in fact, that I ate a fish still with the bones, and the eyes. Most of the people speak ‘Luganda’ which is incredibly difficult for me to interact with them in conversations. Also, it’s hard to tell when they switch back to English, so half the time I have a blank look on my face even when they ARE talking to me. I have to have people repeat things several times, as well. I’m working on how many times I can get that ‘stupid white girl’ look from people. *Sigh, whine.
I came home after feeling utterly stupid for most of the day, and decided to go for a walk. Lucy came with me, and I’m grateful she did. It turns out, working as an English nurse in a Ugandan hospital is also awkward and tiring. We wandered the crazy streets, vented about our days, and found a cafe that served Coke and a few ‘normal’ meals. I think we both felt better after that.
I’m not sure if I should tell my parents this, but we booked a trip to one of the national parks for this weekend. I’m going to see elephants!! Our third ‘flatmate’ Kay, is a seasoned traveler, and she got us in touch with her good trusted friend who quoted us some prices. Dr. Alex is going to make sure we don’t get ripped off tomorrow before we pay for everything, also.
It’s been a mixture of good and bad, and definitely not what I thought, but here’s my list.
5/31/11
I’m thankful...
1. for kind and patient people who still treat me like a human after I look dumb.
2. for roommates. Their wonderful all around the world.
3. for Coke and roasted chicken. I’m eating well, but it was a small taste of America that was much needed.
4. for Internet at home. Makes a world of difference when I feel like I'm not.
Goodnight y'all!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
"Stacy's mom has got it going on!"
If had to use any word to describe the past 3 days, I'm pretty sure exhaustion would be it. If I could have 2 words, the second one would be confusion. It seems like so much has happened, and I'm still very tired, and not great at describing the past few days.
I landed Saturday morning in Nairobi (by the way, a sunrise on the Kenyan horizon is once in a lifetime!) to find that my boarding pass did not include a trip to Entebbe, the Uganda airport. After some minor panicking, I made standby for the flight I needed and landed in Uganda at the regularly scheduled time. I also met another UGA student on the flight, an economics major who is skinnier and girlier than me, and this is her second trip here. I considered her presence a small miracle for my nerves. I felt better after that. However, my large suitcase did not make it quite as efficiently as I did, which resulted in a second trip to the airport for my sweet and wonderful hostess, Anita. And Anita, just, wow. She picked me up, found me a phone, changed my money, dealt with my overwhelmed mom's phone calls when I couldn't get in touch right away, and was incredibly patient with my overtired, overwhelmed, and culture shocked ass. She is a rock star at driving in Kampala, which is about 8000 times worse than driving in Atlanta traffic, and also includes goats, chickens, cows, and pretty much no driving laws. Who knew? And Ashley, she had a tape in her car of Mariah Carey. So after FINALLY getting my luggage, I crashed in my beautiful hotel room with lace curtains, a view of a garden, a giant bed, a mosquito net that almost seemed romantic, and most importantly, a hot shower to wash the grease of the past 3 days off of me. I took a Benadryl and slept like a rock star.
So on Sunday, I woke up to an excellent breakfast of eggs, bananas, toast, and tea, and Dr. Alex came by to drive me to Mbarara. It was a beautiful drive! The country is so green, and looks nothing like I expected it to. He had great music from about 10 years ago, which made me laugh, and remember high school. Oh, and on the drive I saw 2 different businesses named after Obama. I also saw a sign for a school that said "You don't have to squat here because we have toilets!" Dr. Alex also let me stop and take my picture on the equator. All good things. We got to Mbarara after about 4 hours, and we had lunch, and then he dropped at the guest house. I was pleasantly surprised to find Lucy, my 'flat-mate' for the next 2 weeks anyway. She is working on her Midwife degree, and will be staying with me. She's British, and I love her accent. She got here on Saturday, and I am grateful to have someone else who has no clue what normal is around here. :) Dr. Alex let me unpack, and then came back and helped me navigate the market, which I still find incredibly intimidating. I came back, read some, cooked (kind of), and tried to fall asleep, but failed miserably. Thanks jet lag for showing up on day #2.
I landed Saturday morning in Nairobi (by the way, a sunrise on the Kenyan horizon is once in a lifetime!) to find that my boarding pass did not include a trip to Entebbe, the Uganda airport. After some minor panicking, I made standby for the flight I needed and landed in Uganda at the regularly scheduled time. I also met another UGA student on the flight, an economics major who is skinnier and girlier than me, and this is her second trip here. I considered her presence a small miracle for my nerves. I felt better after that. However, my large suitcase did not make it quite as efficiently as I did, which resulted in a second trip to the airport for my sweet and wonderful hostess, Anita. And Anita, just, wow. She picked me up, found me a phone, changed my money, dealt with my overwhelmed mom's phone calls when I couldn't get in touch right away, and was incredibly patient with my overtired, overwhelmed, and culture shocked ass. She is a rock star at driving in Kampala, which is about 8000 times worse than driving in Atlanta traffic, and also includes goats, chickens, cows, and pretty much no driving laws. Who knew? And Ashley, she had a tape in her car of Mariah Carey. So after FINALLY getting my luggage, I crashed in my beautiful hotel room with lace curtains, a view of a garden, a giant bed, a mosquito net that almost seemed romantic, and most importantly, a hot shower to wash the grease of the past 3 days off of me. I took a Benadryl and slept like a rock star.
So on Sunday, I woke up to an excellent breakfast of eggs, bananas, toast, and tea, and Dr. Alex came by to drive me to Mbarara. It was a beautiful drive! The country is so green, and looks nothing like I expected it to. He had great music from about 10 years ago, which made me laugh, and remember high school. Oh, and on the drive I saw 2 different businesses named after Obama. I also saw a sign for a school that said "You don't have to squat here because we have toilets!" Dr. Alex also let me stop and take my picture on the equator. All good things. We got to Mbarara after about 4 hours, and we had lunch, and then he dropped at the guest house. I was pleasantly surprised to find Lucy, my 'flat-mate' for the next 2 weeks anyway. She is working on her Midwife degree, and will be staying with me. She's British, and I love her accent. She got here on Saturday, and I am grateful to have someone else who has no clue what normal is around here. :) Dr. Alex let me unpack, and then came back and helped me navigate the market, which I still find incredibly intimidating. I came back, read some, cooked (kind of), and tried to fall asleep, but failed miserably. Thanks jet lag for showing up on day #2.
Friday, May 27, 2011
5/27/11
I'm sitting at the Amsterdam airport for the next few hours (7 to be exact), and I'm thinking that traveling alone is incredibly overrated. My flight went well last night, and I had a nice guy who agreed to share the empty seat between us. I didn't sleep wonderfully because a very loud Irish flight attendant kept yelling drink orders at people, but I did sleep a little. Right now, I'm just tired, and still a little anxious, and will be very happy to finally be in Kampala tomorrow, and in a real bed at some point. I'm already missing everyone back home, but I had a great sendoff from Meg and Mary Olive surprising me and my parents at the Delta gate. Yay! So anyway, here's my list.
5/26/11
I'm Thankful...
1. for thunderstorms that clear out quickly. If my flight had been delayed, I think I'd be an even bigger wreck.
2. for sneaking peanut butter through security. Who knew this girl could pack an 80 pound suitcase and would have to clear stuff out?
3. for friends and family to see me off. I'm a lucky girl!
Love you all!
5/26/11
I'm Thankful...
1. for thunderstorms that clear out quickly. If my flight had been delayed, I think I'd be an even bigger wreck.
2. for sneaking peanut butter through security. Who knew this girl could pack an 80 pound suitcase and would have to clear stuff out?
3. for friends and family to see me off. I'm a lucky girl!
Love you all!
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
I've spent the past few days running around and soaking up every piece of Atlanta that I can. I'm an incredibly lucky person, and I'm going to have such a hard time being away from everyone and everything that I love so dearly. I know that 2 months will go quickly, but right now, it feels like forever. I've cried a ton in the past few days, and I get the feeling tomorrow is not going to be pretty. I'm all packed though, which is actually a process I enjoy. And I'm back on my parents' porch, which is a pretty good place to be for my last night in Georgia for awhile. I've got a few days to catch up on, and I'm exhausted, so I'm sorry these aren't more thoughtfully presented.
I'm Thankful...
5/22/11
1. for walks around my neighborhood. I took my last one for awhile on Sunday afternoon. I love the pretty houses, giant trees, and normal looking families in my neighborhood. It's a happy place.
2. for laying by the pool in my new beautiful bathing suit.
3. for $20 house cash at Hand in Hand for Funday Sunday. We had dirt cheap pitchers of beer, and the group of people made it a pretty perfect impromptu summer Sunday.
5/23/11
1. for a good day at work. I've said it before, and I'll say it again. I freakin love my co-workers.
2. for movies with Jaiah. He is the funniest, loudest, most interactive movie-goer I've ever met, and I love it. Love that kid like crazy. He let me cry in the parking lot for awhile as I had my first big meltdown, and he hugged me through it. I have the best friends.
3. for sleep. I hadn't had any up until Monday night, and even those 5 hours felt wonderful.
5/24/11
1. for adorable 2 year olds. I taught a cute kid with no clue of how to say an English word how to give high fives. I remembered why I love that job.
2. for good updates on patients. It means way more to me than I realize.
3. for great friends who take you out for hamburgers and beer. I laughed up until the last 5 minutes, and then I bawled like a baby as I had to say goodbye to each of my favorite men. I know those guys will never read this, but I love them so much. It's hard to picture meals or beer or laughing that hard without them for the next 2 months.
5/25/11
1. for finally getting some sleep. It makes all the difference.
2. for the calm of home. Kati and Jess were wonderful today, but I was a wreck, and I settled down slightly when I got to my parents' house.
3. for a life that I love enough that it breaks my heart to leave it, even for a short time. I am incredibly lucky.
Tomorrow's the big day! Pray for me and my family, if that's something you do. I know they're worried sick. Love you all!
I'm Thankful...
5/22/11
1. for walks around my neighborhood. I took my last one for awhile on Sunday afternoon. I love the pretty houses, giant trees, and normal looking families in my neighborhood. It's a happy place.
2. for laying by the pool in my new beautiful bathing suit.
3. for $20 house cash at Hand in Hand for Funday Sunday. We had dirt cheap pitchers of beer, and the group of people made it a pretty perfect impromptu summer Sunday.
5/23/11
1. for a good day at work. I've said it before, and I'll say it again. I freakin love my co-workers.
2. for movies with Jaiah. He is the funniest, loudest, most interactive movie-goer I've ever met, and I love it. Love that kid like crazy. He let me cry in the parking lot for awhile as I had my first big meltdown, and he hugged me through it. I have the best friends.
3. for sleep. I hadn't had any up until Monday night, and even those 5 hours felt wonderful.
5/24/11
1. for adorable 2 year olds. I taught a cute kid with no clue of how to say an English word how to give high fives. I remembered why I love that job.
2. for good updates on patients. It means way more to me than I realize.
3. for great friends who take you out for hamburgers and beer. I laughed up until the last 5 minutes, and then I bawled like a baby as I had to say goodbye to each of my favorite men. I know those guys will never read this, but I love them so much. It's hard to picture meals or beer or laughing that hard without them for the next 2 months.
5/25/11
1. for finally getting some sleep. It makes all the difference.
2. for the calm of home. Kati and Jess were wonderful today, but I was a wreck, and I settled down slightly when I got to my parents' house.
3. for a life that I love enough that it breaks my heart to leave it, even for a short time. I am incredibly lucky.
Tomorrow's the big day! Pray for me and my family, if that's something you do. I know they're worried sick. Love you all!
Sunday, May 22, 2011
"Someday somebody's gonna make you want to turn around and say goodbye!"
Taken from my favorite scene in Bridesmaids, which I thoroughly enjoyed. It's been a long couple of days, and I'm finally caught up on sleep and everything else. So here you go.
5/20/11
I'm Thankful...
1. for Bridget Jones' Diary. I watched it again before going to work Friday night, and I just love Colin Firth and British accents.
2. for quality coworkers who hold your phone and let you lock yourself in a room and cry for 10 minutes, no questions asked.
3. for my final night shift for a loooong time. I hate the way I feel after a night shift, but I love the people. They're just lovely.
5/21/11
1. for Diet Dr. Pepper when I've only slept for about 4 hours. It's the only thing that makes me feel close to human again after a night shift.
2. for crazy families and fun backyard parties in the middle of nowhere.
3. for good friends who constantly look out for my well being. I am blessed.
I'll keep you posted on today. Much love everyone!
5/20/11
I'm Thankful...
1. for Bridget Jones' Diary. I watched it again before going to work Friday night, and I just love Colin Firth and British accents.
2. for quality coworkers who hold your phone and let you lock yourself in a room and cry for 10 minutes, no questions asked.
3. for my final night shift for a loooong time. I hate the way I feel after a night shift, but I love the people. They're just lovely.
5/21/11
1. for Diet Dr. Pepper when I've only slept for about 4 hours. It's the only thing that makes me feel close to human again after a night shift.
2. for crazy families and fun backyard parties in the middle of nowhere.
3. for good friends who constantly look out for my well being. I am blessed.
I'll keep you posted on today. Much love everyone!
Thursday, May 19, 2011
So Happy Together...
My mom learned how to follow my blog. She's cute and I love her. Anyway, so last night, Kati sat at my desk and tried to talk me down off of my crazy wall about leaving. She laughed at me, and said "you realize you're complaining about being happy, right?" It's true. I am incredibly happy with my life right now. My family is close by for the first time in years, (knock on serious wood) they all seem happier than I can remember, I have fantastic friends of all kinds, a decent social life, great grades, pretty clothes, and work has been a lot less painful than usual these days. Again, KNOCK ON WOOD!!!! If my dad gets sick, I lose my job, and someone gets divorced tomorrow, that's going to suck. All of that is to say, I know it won't stay like this forever, and I'm heartbroken (although I should've guessed) that this trip came at a time when I have very few, if any, complaints. About 10 months ago, I never would have guessed things would look the way they do. I know I have to go, and I know I'd regret it forever if I didn't, and I've prayed for an opportunity like this one for a long time, and of course, I have to be the typical ingrate who says "why now?" Right now, two months seems like an eternity.
So anyway, here's my list.
5/19/11
I'm Thankful...
1. to have a time in my life where, for half a second, it's all okay. Thank you, God.
2. for people who are smarter than I am that are working on a vaccine for AIDS. I got to sit through a presentation today, and I felt way out of my league, but there's a lot of hope out there to knock out that crappy disease.
3. for pretty dresses. We all had our awkward ugly days, and sometimes I still feel like I'm in mine, but I have some great dresses that make me feel pretty, and that's a great feeling, vain as it is. I had a parent tell me one time that it's harder to be dragged down by the whole world if you know you look good. I like her style, and she's right.
4. for staying up late. Night shift comes tomorrow night, and while I hate the way I feel after a night shift, I like the excuse to stay up late the night before. Something about it feels great.
5. for crass and funny movies. Thanks, Ashley, for suggesting it!
I'll be up for awhile, but I'm going ahead and saying goodnight!
So anyway, here's my list.
5/19/11
I'm Thankful...
1. to have a time in my life where, for half a second, it's all okay. Thank you, God.
2. for people who are smarter than I am that are working on a vaccine for AIDS. I got to sit through a presentation today, and I felt way out of my league, but there's a lot of hope out there to knock out that crappy disease.
3. for pretty dresses. We all had our awkward ugly days, and sometimes I still feel like I'm in mine, but I have some great dresses that make me feel pretty, and that's a great feeling, vain as it is. I had a parent tell me one time that it's harder to be dragged down by the whole world if you know you look good. I like her style, and she's right.
4. for staying up late. Night shift comes tomorrow night, and while I hate the way I feel after a night shift, I like the excuse to stay up late the night before. Something about it feels great.
5. for crass and funny movies. Thanks, Ashley, for suggesting it!
I'll be up for awhile, but I'm going ahead and saying goodnight!
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
5/18/11
I'm Thankful...
1. for my current roommate, Jess (aka Jessica to the rest of the world). She's known me since our first year at UGA, and she has put up with me for the past 2 years with very little complaint. She leaves me post-its on the mirror, gives me candy for special occasions, offers to talk when I'm obviously upset, and always updates me on the lives of celebrities which I cannot keep up with. She's crazy talented, loves all things made by Mac, and is going to run WSB pretty soon, I have no doubts. I'm going to miss her like crazy while I'm gone, and then we'll be forced to part ways about a week after I'm back. We've had a fantastic run, though!
2. for my future roommate, Kati. She's known me since 7th grade, has put up with all of my dramas since then, big and small, and never complains. She kept me fashionable, sane, and safe through college despite my great efforts to challenge her. She's introduced me to Harry Potter, told me which guys were bad for me, supported me after bad decisions, applauded my good ones, and laughed with me through most of the ups and downs in between. I'll be glad to have her as a roommate again when I return.
3. for Dad lunches. I met everyone we came in contact with at McAfee today, and although it can be a little embarrassing, I have to admit it's fun to watch him light up when he talks about me or any of my sisters. He bought me some ziti, and we solved all of the world's problems at Bambinelli's. I am blessed with an amazing family. I'm not sure I ever tell them that enough.
Goodnight All!
I'm Thankful...
1. for my current roommate, Jess (aka Jessica to the rest of the world). She's known me since our first year at UGA, and she has put up with me for the past 2 years with very little complaint. She leaves me post-its on the mirror, gives me candy for special occasions, offers to talk when I'm obviously upset, and always updates me on the lives of celebrities which I cannot keep up with. She's crazy talented, loves all things made by Mac, and is going to run WSB pretty soon, I have no doubts. I'm going to miss her like crazy while I'm gone, and then we'll be forced to part ways about a week after I'm back. We've had a fantastic run, though!
2. for my future roommate, Kati. She's known me since 7th grade, has put up with all of my dramas since then, big and small, and never complains. She kept me fashionable, sane, and safe through college despite my great efforts to challenge her. She's introduced me to Harry Potter, told me which guys were bad for me, supported me after bad decisions, applauded my good ones, and laughed with me through most of the ups and downs in between. I'll be glad to have her as a roommate again when I return.
3. for Dad lunches. I met everyone we came in contact with at McAfee today, and although it can be a little embarrassing, I have to admit it's fun to watch him light up when he talks about me or any of my sisters. He bought me some ziti, and we solved all of the world's problems at Bambinelli's. I am blessed with an amazing family. I'm not sure I ever tell them that enough.
Goodnight All!
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Hit Me With Your Best Shot
Today was a day of playing catch up. I got a lot done, but as always, there will be more to do tomorrow. I'm currently laying in bed watching Anne of Green Gables on DVD. Netflix really has changed my life.
5/17/11
I'm Thankful...
1. for my eyesight, terrible as it is. I went to the eye doctor today, and she dilated my eyes which drove me crazy for several hours as I tried to sign a birthday card, read emails, or fill out any kind of paperwork. Glad I drove home that way :) As always, it wore off, and I'm grateful to have my regular bad vision back.
2. for friendly pharmacists who kept me from getting typhoid fever. It's a long story, but if given the choice between vaccinations, I recommend just sucking it up and getting the extra shot instead of trying to find the pills. Anyway, the pharmacists were kind and friendly, so I highly recommend the Medicine Shoppe Pharmacy for all of your pharmaceutical and immunization needs. My arm is still sore, though. Not their fault, definitely mine for procrastinating on finding the pills. My kids are right, too, shots suck. And my apologies to my dad, who I've told for years to suck it up. Again, shots really do suck. I did not cry or flinch, which is a testament to my mom who always promised Chuck E. Cheese if I was good for my shots years ago.
3. for Ziploc bags. I tried to organize a lot of my stuff to pack, and they held all of my liquids perfectly, and will transport them through several countries (I hope) without spillage.
Goodnight all!
5/17/11
I'm Thankful...
1. for my eyesight, terrible as it is. I went to the eye doctor today, and she dilated my eyes which drove me crazy for several hours as I tried to sign a birthday card, read emails, or fill out any kind of paperwork. Glad I drove home that way :) As always, it wore off, and I'm grateful to have my regular bad vision back.
2. for friendly pharmacists who kept me from getting typhoid fever. It's a long story, but if given the choice between vaccinations, I recommend just sucking it up and getting the extra shot instead of trying to find the pills. Anyway, the pharmacists were kind and friendly, so I highly recommend the Medicine Shoppe Pharmacy for all of your pharmaceutical and immunization needs. My arm is still sore, though. Not their fault, definitely mine for procrastinating on finding the pills. My kids are right, too, shots suck. And my apologies to my dad, who I've told for years to suck it up. Again, shots really do suck. I did not cry or flinch, which is a testament to my mom who always promised Chuck E. Cheese if I was good for my shots years ago.
3. for Ziploc bags. I tried to organize a lot of my stuff to pack, and they held all of my liquids perfectly, and will transport them through several countries (I hope) without spillage.
Goodnight all!
Monday, May 16, 2011
Just Dance
Jess walked in on my guilty pleasure of Dancing with the Stars. They danced to Lady Gaga's "Just Dance" and it will be in my head as I try to fall asleep tonight, guaranteed. She didn't make fun of me, and I'm grateful. Anyway, Monday.
5/16/11 I'm Thankful...
1. for being able to send patients and families home. It's almost always a loooooong process, but it almost always ends happily. It's good to be able to see it.
2. for saying some of my first good-byes. It's an odd one, but it's true. I hugged Cheryl and Edie goodbye tonight since I won't see them before I leave. Their well wishes were fun, and I'm so thankful to have had their wonderful support since I started that job 3 years ago. Cheryl told me to fall in love with a Ugandan man (and bring one back for her), and Edie said not to fall in love, and just to come right back to work. It feels good to be loved. :) I will miss all of my work ladies terribly.
3. for clean kitchens and clean sheets. My mom is always right, and it's true: life is better when you have clean sheets.
And on that note, I'm going to fold some clothes and then pass out on those clean sheets. Goodnight y'all!
5/16/11 I'm Thankful...
1. for being able to send patients and families home. It's almost always a loooooong process, but it almost always ends happily. It's good to be able to see it.
2. for saying some of my first good-byes. It's an odd one, but it's true. I hugged Cheryl and Edie goodbye tonight since I won't see them before I leave. Their well wishes were fun, and I'm so thankful to have had their wonderful support since I started that job 3 years ago. Cheryl told me to fall in love with a Ugandan man (and bring one back for her), and Edie said not to fall in love, and just to come right back to work. It feels good to be loved. :) I will miss all of my work ladies terribly.
3. for clean kitchens and clean sheets. My mom is always right, and it's true: life is better when you have clean sheets.
And on that note, I'm going to fold some clothes and then pass out on those clean sheets. Goodnight y'all!
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Can't Touch This
The song playing over and over again while standing in line for the Superman Roller Coaster at Six Flags. Gotta love it. I had a great day (although I was sad a migraine kept Kati from joining us, she was greatly missed!), and now I can't wait to fall asleep.
5/15/11
I'm Thankful...
1. For brunch at the Flying Biscuit. It started as a Meg Visits Atlanta tradition awhile ago, but we haven't gone in so long, and it's SOOO good! I don't even like grits, but their cheese grits are just amazing!
2. For Six Flags. Yes, it is full of rednecky, trashy, annoying, slutty, and rude people, and it's expensive. However, going there today, I remembered a lot of the times that I have been there with family, friends, and church groups, and it's always been a memory made. I used to ride the airplanes with Dock because my parents didn't like them, I remember the first time I rode the Dahlonega Mine Train with Ashley, and Batman with Dad, and I remember the tornado that came while our youth group was at the Six Flags in Arlington. I remember our parents taking us to Shoney's to fill up on breakfast before we went so we wouldn't waste money on lunch inside the park. I'm pretty sure I'll remember today as a good day full of laughs, freezing wind, and a ton of free refills of Coke before I left for my crazy summer. So, having said all of that, even with all of its flaws, I'm grateful for memories made.
3. For sleep. I cannot wait to get more of it before work comes waaaaaay too early tomorrow morning.
Much love and goodnight!
5/15/11
I'm Thankful...
1. For brunch at the Flying Biscuit. It started as a Meg Visits Atlanta tradition awhile ago, but we haven't gone in so long, and it's SOOO good! I don't even like grits, but their cheese grits are just amazing!
2. For Six Flags. Yes, it is full of rednecky, trashy, annoying, slutty, and rude people, and it's expensive. However, going there today, I remembered a lot of the times that I have been there with family, friends, and church groups, and it's always been a memory made. I used to ride the airplanes with Dock because my parents didn't like them, I remember the first time I rode the Dahlonega Mine Train with Ashley, and Batman with Dad, and I remember the tornado that came while our youth group was at the Six Flags in Arlington. I remember our parents taking us to Shoney's to fill up on breakfast before we went so we wouldn't waste money on lunch inside the park. I'm pretty sure I'll remember today as a good day full of laughs, freezing wind, and a ton of free refills of Coke before I left for my crazy summer. So, having said all of that, even with all of its flaws, I'm grateful for memories made.
3. For sleep. I cannot wait to get more of it before work comes waaaaaay too early tomorrow morning.
Much love and goodnight!
I am severely lacking in my ability to keep up with my days. I apologize to the 2 of you who read this consistently :) Here goes.
I'm Thankful...
5/12/11
1. for Olivia in the shoe department of Nordstrom at Perimeter Mall. I've never actually been into Nordstrom, knowing that I can't really afford it, but she helped me find the right Toms shoes quickly, happily, and with a lot of personality. I highly recommend her!! She told me I was beautiful, told me she liked that I'm a quick shopper, and gave me a hug and a high five. I liked her style.
2. for my dry cleaners on the corner of Ashford Dunwoody and Johnson Ferry. Linda knows my name there, and I had a little moment on Thursday when I realized I might be leaving a town in which people now know me for a town full of strangers. *sigh.
3. for good friends who share pizza and make you laugh.
5/13/11 (FYI, there was not a lot to be thankful for on Friday the 13th. My day lived up to its name.)
1. for a cute kid who I've taken care of for years. He said he liked my hair, I have a big nose, and he wants to marry me so I can make him grilled cheese. All good things :)
2. for coworkers who stand with me for 30 minutes trying to figure out how to get bubbles out of a stupid bag of blood until you both hit the point of frustration where you may want to lock yourself in the bathroom and cry for a minute (It didn't get to that point, but I was on the brink).
3. for cheesy Disney movies that help me zone out after a bad day at work.
4. for understanding friends who forgive me for chewing them out after a bad day. I gave him Target cheese balls, and I was forgiven.
5/14/11
1. for winning Braves games. I loved spending time with my sister and friends in the perfect Saturday baseball weather.
2. for the entire series of Daria on DVD. Meg told me to buy it to give me something different to watch when I get bored/lonely in Uganda.
3. for best friends to wander Wal-mart with me for an hour while I buy everything I might need in the next 2 months. It was both sobering and entertaining all at the same time.
*One thing I am not thankful for is my upstairs neighbor's obnoxious black cat. He's hissed at me before, and he scared us last night as he knocked two of my plants off of the railing, breaking one pot, and spilling the other into the bushes. I wanted to get a BB gun and shoot it, but Colleen talked me down. I hate cats.
That's all I've got for today. I'll keep you posted!
I'm Thankful...
5/12/11
1. for Olivia in the shoe department of Nordstrom at Perimeter Mall. I've never actually been into Nordstrom, knowing that I can't really afford it, but she helped me find the right Toms shoes quickly, happily, and with a lot of personality. I highly recommend her!! She told me I was beautiful, told me she liked that I'm a quick shopper, and gave me a hug and a high five. I liked her style.
2. for my dry cleaners on the corner of Ashford Dunwoody and Johnson Ferry. Linda knows my name there, and I had a little moment on Thursday when I realized I might be leaving a town in which people now know me for a town full of strangers. *sigh.
3. for good friends who share pizza and make you laugh.
5/13/11 (FYI, there was not a lot to be thankful for on Friday the 13th. My day lived up to its name.)
1. for a cute kid who I've taken care of for years. He said he liked my hair, I have a big nose, and he wants to marry me so I can make him grilled cheese. All good things :)
2. for coworkers who stand with me for 30 minutes trying to figure out how to get bubbles out of a stupid bag of blood until you both hit the point of frustration where you may want to lock yourself in the bathroom and cry for a minute (It didn't get to that point, but I was on the brink).
3. for cheesy Disney movies that help me zone out after a bad day at work.
4. for understanding friends who forgive me for chewing them out after a bad day. I gave him Target cheese balls, and I was forgiven.
5/14/11
1. for winning Braves games. I loved spending time with my sister and friends in the perfect Saturday baseball weather.
2. for the entire series of Daria on DVD. Meg told me to buy it to give me something different to watch when I get bored/lonely in Uganda.
3. for best friends to wander Wal-mart with me for an hour while I buy everything I might need in the next 2 months. It was both sobering and entertaining all at the same time.
*One thing I am not thankful for is my upstairs neighbor's obnoxious black cat. He's hissed at me before, and he scared us last night as he knocked two of my plants off of the railing, breaking one pot, and spilling the other into the bushes. I wanted to get a BB gun and shoot it, but Colleen talked me down. I hate cats.
That's all I've got for today. I'll keep you posted!
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
"Why you wanna give me the run around"
Taken from karaoke lyrics I heard and greatly appreciated tonight. It's been a long day, but a good one, nonetheless.
5/11/11 I'm Thankful...
1. For my mom who lets me drag her into every store at the outlet mall to find the right shoes and rain jacket and a bathing suit (which I don't need) for my trip, and all she says is "If you're happy, I'm happy." Hmm. I think she's one of the few people who means that when they say it.
2. For naps at 8:00pm. They still feel amazing, regardless.
3. For friends who are genuinely good at karaoke. They can really sing, and I enthusiastically support them because I cannot, and I refuse to feel inadequate. It's always amazing fun either way.
4. For the chance to jump start someone's car. It's always good to pay it forward.
5. For the building excitement of being able to attend a wedding of strangers (to me, not each other) while I'm in Uganda. How cool is that?
Goodnight y'all!
5/11/11 I'm Thankful...
1. For my mom who lets me drag her into every store at the outlet mall to find the right shoes and rain jacket and a bathing suit (which I don't need) for my trip, and all she says is "If you're happy, I'm happy." Hmm. I think she's one of the few people who means that when they say it.
2. For naps at 8:00pm. They still feel amazing, regardless.
3. For friends who are genuinely good at karaoke. They can really sing, and I enthusiastically support them because I cannot, and I refuse to feel inadequate. It's always amazing fun either way.
4. For the chance to jump start someone's car. It's always good to pay it forward.
5. For the building excitement of being able to attend a wedding of strangers (to me, not each other) while I'm in Uganda. How cool is that?
Goodnight y'all!
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
"Oooooh, Child, things are gonna get easier..."
5/10/11
I love my city life, but I have to admit, my parents' backyard in good ol' Flowery Branch has quickly become one of my new favorite places. It's green with tons of trees, lots of flowers, a screened in porch, and occasionally a train in the distance. It's peaceful, quiet, and always feels like summer. It's been a year since they moved in, and I can already count all the times I've run away from my life, whatever its dramas were, and come here to hide and be still. I ran away again today, mostly from the self imposed stress of leaving soon, and again found peace. In case you couldn't tell, I really like the word peace. It's right on up there with the word hope as one of my all time favorites. When you reflect on hope and peace, there's no wrong to be found in either of them, unless it's a situation in which they don't exist. Anyway, my parents, my sisters, and my old friend Meg have helped me to find a little bit of peace and hope today, and for that I am thankful.
Also on my list, I'm thankful...
1. For the faint sound of crickets at night. Nothing says summer quite like it.
2. For the smell of honeysuckle. Love that. It reminds me of when we lived in Simpsonville, and my sisters and I were allowed to walk home from church on Sunday nights by ourselves in the summer. There was always honeysuckle along the way, and those were some of the few times when we didn't have to try to get along, we just did.
3. For Gerber daisies. They're just pretty. Did you know they came from Africa?
Goodnight y'all. Hope it's a peaceful one.
I love my city life, but I have to admit, my parents' backyard in good ol' Flowery Branch has quickly become one of my new favorite places. It's green with tons of trees, lots of flowers, a screened in porch, and occasionally a train in the distance. It's peaceful, quiet, and always feels like summer. It's been a year since they moved in, and I can already count all the times I've run away from my life, whatever its dramas were, and come here to hide and be still. I ran away again today, mostly from the self imposed stress of leaving soon, and again found peace. In case you couldn't tell, I really like the word peace. It's right on up there with the word hope as one of my all time favorites. When you reflect on hope and peace, there's no wrong to be found in either of them, unless it's a situation in which they don't exist. Anyway, my parents, my sisters, and my old friend Meg have helped me to find a little bit of peace and hope today, and for that I am thankful.
Also on my list, I'm thankful...
1. For the faint sound of crickets at night. Nothing says summer quite like it.
2. For the smell of honeysuckle. Love that. It reminds me of when we lived in Simpsonville, and my sisters and I were allowed to walk home from church on Sunday nights by ourselves in the summer. There was always honeysuckle along the way, and those were some of the few times when we didn't have to try to get along, we just did.
3. For Gerber daisies. They're just pretty. Did you know they came from Africa?
Goodnight y'all. Hope it's a peaceful one.
Monday, May 9, 2011
"Oh Atlanta, I hear you callin..."
I think this might become my theme song while I'm away. Anyway today was a lovely day of getting caught up on life and errands and shopping. Tomorrow is the day I'm cleaning stuff out of my closet! That is genuine excitement. Other than that, going straight to the list.
5/9/11
I'm Thankful...
1. That Meg sent me a packing list full of advice, along with several texts, phone calls, and emails to assure me that I am still at least mildly sane, and that my worries about the summer are justified. It made me feel 1000 times better, even though I feel homesick daily now, and I haven't even left yet.
2. for finding a random poem my dad sent me from one of his books years ago. It's about a father and daughter and the last line of it says "literature and opera are full of characters who die for love, I stay alive for her." It's definitely being added to the packing list.
3. for my sister Ashley, who is being brave enough to try a different type of career, knowing full well that Amy and I might tease her mercilessly. She sells Mary Kay, and I swear, she was the best looking one at this event tonight, so if you need advice on how to look and feel good, she's got you covered. There are a lot of things I don't like about Mary Kay, but you've got to hand it to them, they make women feel beautiful and confident, and I can't find anything wrong with that.
Goodnight y'all!
5/9/11
I'm Thankful...
1. That Meg sent me a packing list full of advice, along with several texts, phone calls, and emails to assure me that I am still at least mildly sane, and that my worries about the summer are justified. It made me feel 1000 times better, even though I feel homesick daily now, and I haven't even left yet.
2. for finding a random poem my dad sent me from one of his books years ago. It's about a father and daughter and the last line of it says "literature and opera are full of characters who die for love, I stay alive for her." It's definitely being added to the packing list.
3. for my sister Ashley, who is being brave enough to try a different type of career, knowing full well that Amy and I might tease her mercilessly. She sells Mary Kay, and I swear, she was the best looking one at this event tonight, so if you need advice on how to look and feel good, she's got you covered. There are a lot of things I don't like about Mary Kay, but you've got to hand it to them, they make women feel beautiful and confident, and I can't find anything wrong with that.
Goodnight y'all!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Keeping it short and sweet tonight. I'm Thankful...
5/7/11
1. for laying by the pool with 2 guys who harmonize to NSync
2. for best friends who buy you a rubber funnel to help you pee in case you need to stand up in developing countries (true story, pictures to come on a less tired day)
3. for bad chick flicks with good friends
5/8/11
1. for Oreo covered doughnuts. BEST THING EVER!!!!
2. for a cool kid to watch movies with at a slow moment (side note: even when he feels like poo, this kid should be followed around just for good quotes. I can't even describe them to you, you just have to be there).
3. for MY AWESOME MOM! She's a terrible singer, but an awesome dancer, talks slower than anyone I've heard, rocks at math and painting walls, sews my clothes when they tear, loves smoothies, puts up with my dad, holds my head when I'm sad, cooks me leftovers so I'll have vegetables for the week, and has always put herself last for as long as I can remember so that the rest of us will be as happy as we can be.
Goodnight y'all.
5/7/11
1. for laying by the pool with 2 guys who harmonize to NSync
2. for best friends who buy you a rubber funnel to help you pee in case you need to stand up in developing countries (true story, pictures to come on a less tired day)
3. for bad chick flicks with good friends
5/8/11
1. for Oreo covered doughnuts. BEST THING EVER!!!!
2. for a cool kid to watch movies with at a slow moment (side note: even when he feels like poo, this kid should be followed around just for good quotes. I can't even describe them to you, you just have to be there).
3. for MY AWESOME MOM! She's a terrible singer, but an awesome dancer, talks slower than anyone I've heard, rocks at math and painting walls, sews my clothes when they tear, loves smoothies, puts up with my dad, holds my head when I'm sad, cooks me leftovers so I'll have vegetables for the week, and has always put herself last for as long as I can remember so that the rest of us will be as happy as we can be.
Goodnight y'all.
Friday, May 6, 2011
To the Windooooow, To the Walll
So I've missed 2 nights, and I'm currently playing catch up, again. You all know I have a love/hate relationship with my job, and today I loved it. I was busy enough to feel useful, but not so busy to be overwhelmed, and I know the greatest kids to ever walk the earth. I'm partial, but whatever. It's true. Wish I could express them in words, but my words will never be good enough. Ok, here are my lists.
I'm Thankful...
5/5/11
1. that finals are over. Enough said!!
2. that I can afford gas at $4/gallon. I am blessed, but I know others aren't, and I feel for them, and wish there was a better way.
3. for When Harry Met Sally on netflix. Love that one!
5/6/11
1. Sweet babies who smile even after you torture them with needles and blood pressure cuffs.
2. Coworkers who are beautiful, brilliant, and make me laugh like no others.
3. Dancing terribly to bad music in cheesy bars. Can't beat it, especially with my favorite friends and coworkers.
Goodnight All!
I'm Thankful...
5/5/11
1. that finals are over. Enough said!!
2. that I can afford gas at $4/gallon. I am blessed, but I know others aren't, and I feel for them, and wish there was a better way.
3. for When Harry Met Sally on netflix. Love that one!
5/6/11
1. Sweet babies who smile even after you torture them with needles and blood pressure cuffs.
2. Coworkers who are beautiful, brilliant, and make me laugh like no others.
3. Dancing terribly to bad music in cheesy bars. Can't beat it, especially with my favorite friends and coworkers.
Goodnight All!
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Right About Now I'd Like to Move to Austin and Buy a Purple House
5/4/11
Actual song title above. It's random, and reflects my desire to run away at the moment. Again, tomorrow, my finals will be over, and I will feel much more sane and normal. I just had a minor moment of panic as I was looking for a day to go to Six Flags with Kati, and realized I only have 3 weekends left before I leave. Terror, nausea, and tears all hit me at about the same time. I have since regrouped, uncurled from my ball in the floor, and decided that maybe it's time to put away the study material about war, famine, hate crimes, poverty, and chronic disease. Tomorrow is indeed another day. Here's my list.
I'm Thankful...
1. For a sister who sends her travel advice and free stuff. She seems to be the only one not panicking over this trip at the moment.
2. For Ben & Jerry's Americone Dream ice cream. It also saved me from breaking down earlier tonight.
3. For Modern Family. It really is clever, and an excellent study break.
I'm ready for my final to be over, and my sanity to return. Goodnight!
Actual song title above. It's random, and reflects my desire to run away at the moment. Again, tomorrow, my finals will be over, and I will feel much more sane and normal. I just had a minor moment of panic as I was looking for a day to go to Six Flags with Kati, and realized I only have 3 weekends left before I leave. Terror, nausea, and tears all hit me at about the same time. I have since regrouped, uncurled from my ball in the floor, and decided that maybe it's time to put away the study material about war, famine, hate crimes, poverty, and chronic disease. Tomorrow is indeed another day. Here's my list.
I'm Thankful...
1. For a sister who sends her travel advice and free stuff. She seems to be the only one not panicking over this trip at the moment.
2. For Ben & Jerry's Americone Dream ice cream. It also saved me from breaking down earlier tonight.
3. For Modern Family. It really is clever, and an excellent study break.
I'm ready for my final to be over, and my sanity to return. Goodnight!
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
"Tell my why-ee!!"
5/3/11
I think today, I'm reminding myself that finals will be over in about 48 hours, and I will be free for yet another summer. And by free, I mean I'll be paying good money to work in eastern Africa for free. So even though I got poured on today, probably worked myself up a bit too much over a paper and a test, and spilled Diet Dr. Pepper in my car, I know that in 2 days, I'll be a happier and perhaps less clumsy person. Amy's got me beat though. Her text from her grad school finals week is legendary in my world: "You know you're too stressed from finals when you look down and realize you forgot to shave your other armpit." It's a classic!
Anyway, today's list. I'm Thankful...
1. for a chance to play in the rain. I fake it like I absolutely have to check the mail, but I really enjoy the rain for a minute or 2.
2. for sharing stories with friends about naked sleep walking on Ambien (not my own naked sleep walking, for the record)
3. for finding the Backstreet Boys song on iTunes that's been in my head since we heard it at work last night.
In case you couldn't tell, I'm a little tired, a little stressed, and probably mildly hypoglycemic. Thus my random ramblings for one night. Much love, guys!
I think today, I'm reminding myself that finals will be over in about 48 hours, and I will be free for yet another summer. And by free, I mean I'll be paying good money to work in eastern Africa for free. So even though I got poured on today, probably worked myself up a bit too much over a paper and a test, and spilled Diet Dr. Pepper in my car, I know that in 2 days, I'll be a happier and perhaps less clumsy person. Amy's got me beat though. Her text from her grad school finals week is legendary in my world: "You know you're too stressed from finals when you look down and realize you forgot to shave your other armpit." It's a classic!
Anyway, today's list. I'm Thankful...
1. for a chance to play in the rain. I fake it like I absolutely have to check the mail, but I really enjoy the rain for a minute or 2.
2. for sharing stories with friends about naked sleep walking on Ambien (not my own naked sleep walking, for the record)
3. for finding the Backstreet Boys song on iTunes that's been in my head since we heard it at work last night.
In case you couldn't tell, I'm a little tired, a little stressed, and probably mildly hypoglycemic. Thus my random ramblings for one night. Much love, guys!
Monday, May 2, 2011
5/2/11
It's been a weird day. I don't have a clever song title, but I would still like to do my list.
I'm Thankful...
1. for sweet patients who draw me pictures and remind me how to do long division.
2. for coworkers that make me laugh when I'm tired and just want to go back to bed.
3. for neighbors who are understanding of awkward name mix-ups in my phone. He asked me to watch his dog, I said something about vomit. Good times.
That's all I've got for tonight. Even with the bad that I'll be omitting, I'm grateful for all of it. Goodnight!
It's been a weird day. I don't have a clever song title, but I would still like to do my list.
I'm Thankful...
1. for sweet patients who draw me pictures and remind me how to do long division.
2. for coworkers that make me laugh when I'm tired and just want to go back to bed.
3. for neighbors who are understanding of awkward name mix-ups in my phone. He asked me to watch his dog, I said something about vomit. Good times.
That's all I've got for tonight. Even with the bad that I'll be omitting, I'm grateful for all of it. Goodnight!
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Let's Hear it For the Boys
I'm behind, and combining two posts today. Today was fairly uneventful. Napped, did some homework, and watched some tv with a friend. All in all, it was the perfect Sunday.
5/1/11 I'm Thankful...
1. For the smell of detergent and fabric softener that is always in our laundry room. It makes me incredibly happy.
2. McDonalds after a night of too many margaritas to make you feel normal again.
3. Good hair days. My curls looked awesome tonight.
I was going to write a nice long ode to my favorite group of boys in the world, since I hung out with them pretty much all day yesterday. I think that will have to wait until I have more time to invest in it. I want to do those men justice. For now, let me just say (I doubt they'll ever actually read this) that I have the greatest men in my life. These men are often crass, occasionally vulgar, and always entertaining. However, I'm honored enough to know that they are also brilliant, incredibly kind, and the greatest people I will ever know. Jaiah and Gabe worked harder than anyone to put me back together again, and I can't EVER thank them enough. Jaiah has danced with me at several weddings, driven in an ice storm to keep me company and prevent me from losing my mind, and kept me laughing through some of my teariest days. Gabe has pushed me to move on, let me cry on his Jersey Shore costume at 1 am, let me play with his dog when I've needed it, and taken care of me like I'm his family. They along with Jeff, Keith, and others have reminded me of who I was before, and thanks to them, have helped me back to myself. I love them dearly. I feel like they are my other family, because I have the same feeling of love and safety with them. So maybe that was the long ode I had in mind. Anyway, I'm leaving in a few weeks, and Gabe will move to Cleveland while I'm gone, so last night was my 'Goodbye Party' with my favorite men. I had the greatest time. After all of that, here's my list.
4/30/11 I'm Thankful...
1. to spend some time by the pool with Gabe and Jeff. Even with my slight sunburn, it was a lovely way to spend the afternoon.
2. for cheese dip twice in one day.
3. for walking down St. Charles and laughing the entire way
I think that's all I've got for now. Work will come early in the morning. Goodnight y'all!
5/1/11 I'm Thankful...
1. For the smell of detergent and fabric softener that is always in our laundry room. It makes me incredibly happy.
2. McDonalds after a night of too many margaritas to make you feel normal again.
3. Good hair days. My curls looked awesome tonight.
I was going to write a nice long ode to my favorite group of boys in the world, since I hung out with them pretty much all day yesterday. I think that will have to wait until I have more time to invest in it. I want to do those men justice. For now, let me just say (I doubt they'll ever actually read this) that I have the greatest men in my life. These men are often crass, occasionally vulgar, and always entertaining. However, I'm honored enough to know that they are also brilliant, incredibly kind, and the greatest people I will ever know. Jaiah and Gabe worked harder than anyone to put me back together again, and I can't EVER thank them enough. Jaiah has danced with me at several weddings, driven in an ice storm to keep me company and prevent me from losing my mind, and kept me laughing through some of my teariest days. Gabe has pushed me to move on, let me cry on his Jersey Shore costume at 1 am, let me play with his dog when I've needed it, and taken care of me like I'm his family. They along with Jeff, Keith, and others have reminded me of who I was before, and thanks to them, have helped me back to myself. I love them dearly. I feel like they are my other family, because I have the same feeling of love and safety with them. So maybe that was the long ode I had in mind. Anyway, I'm leaving in a few weeks, and Gabe will move to Cleveland while I'm gone, so last night was my 'Goodbye Party' with my favorite men. I had the greatest time. After all of that, here's my list.
4/30/11 I'm Thankful...
1. to spend some time by the pool with Gabe and Jeff. Even with my slight sunburn, it was a lovely way to spend the afternoon.
2. for cheese dip twice in one day.
3. for walking down St. Charles and laughing the entire way
I think that's all I've got for now. Work will come early in the morning. Goodnight y'all!
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